after reading my last entries....i realized it's freaking 6th week of winter quarter!!! where has the time gone??  anyways it made me think.. this is the time when i'm supposed to be getting ready to graduate and celebrating this special moment with the friends i've made here in sd.  but sadly it's not...  awhile ago i had to decide if i was going to walk with everyone this spring or wait til next year when i'll be completely done taking classes.  after alot of thinking and a phone conversation with my mom, i decided to wait til next spring.  it makes sense...i want to graduate when i'm really done and ready to leave ucsd.  it's really cool that my mom totally agreed and supported everything i'm planning on doing after graduation.  so i'm staying in sd for another year.  at first i was bummed out because i'm not part of the whole celebration thing with the other seniors, but i'm over it... i'm doing what's best for me and in the long run staying this extra 2 quarters or year will help me.  the best part is I"M GONNA GET MY OWN PLACE!!!

yup....i've been researching different areas of san diego for studios and i totally wanna move this summer.  after comparing different prices, i found out i can live in a beach studio in PB or OB for a reasonable price.  it would be the same price if i stayed here in mira mesa, only i would be closer to the beach and party central.  it'll be so awesome...walking distance from the beach, bonfires, bars, clothing stores and of course the chill, laid back attitude of the community.  i'm too excited!!  best thing is we'll have the place in july...so everyone can come party and crash at my place for the summer...we're already planning on bringing out the turntables and speakers and having a party on the beach. 

only thing is i haven't told my parents about living on my own...  i already know what they're going to say and i've got it covered. 

anyways.... my weekdays are pretty much the same...i'm either at work, school or home.  overall, i've been so happy with everything that's going on in my life.  it also helps that i've been thinking positively....  i haven't been stressing out.  also michael has been here trying to finish up the album and getting ready for japan.  with both of our stuff...we've been busy busy.  i haven't even seen my girls since vegas!. everyone's schedules are different with midterms and papers .. tomorrow we're bring back bar dynamite finally. i'm looking forward to seeing everyone..i miss u guys... 

anyways gotta go...i need to finish up more school stuff before it gets late. 

it's been awhile since i've been on this.....

i'm looking forward to the new year and what it has to bring..

at this moment:

~ i'm forcing myself to stay in bed and get some rest even though there's all these things that need to be done.  being sick sucks!   

~ my baby is in portland this weekend... it's good that we'll be able to have some time for ourselves.  thanx babe for taking care of me and putting up with my whining... you know how to make everything better... tear it up tonight and show portland the real drum n bass..  miss u babe...come home soon and safe.

~ i still miss my family... i need to take a trip up there soon because spring break seems soo far away... i might not even be able to come up during that time....

~ received ticket numero dos on tuesday... i'm sooo pissed!!  everyone drives 80 mph on the 5.  i'm lucky it was only for speeding...it could have been worse. 

~ i'm officially a M.C. patient...i have a lawyer, id card and all.  it's all about the high grade ish now... welcome to the family lil nemo and barney...

i think my meds are kicking in so i'll finish this entry later.... 

Currently Reading Hairstyles of the Damned (Punk Planet Books) By Joe Meno see related

mmmm...pumpkin pie milkshake...my new fav

i haven't been updating this thing as much as i wanted to, but here's a quick review of what i've been up to since my last post....

thursday i finished finals after pulling 2 all-niters in a row....right when i got home i went st8 to taquito and blazed like there was no tomorrow..haha.  took a really long nap, packed for la, xboxed it live with the mr. and chilled...it feels soo good being on vacation...

friday morning we set the alarm for 9:30 am so we could wake up early and hit the road, but that didn't happen...we ended up getting to la @ 3:30 when we were supposed to be there at 2....and they only had the rehearsal studio til 4.  on our way there i was being a mad woman on the freeway dodging all the other cars...la people need to learn how to drive!!  so i just chilled when they were reviewing the line-up for the show and talked about business...had dinner at CPK, chilled with the homies and headed to basement records...

the in-store was pretty tight...lit up in the alley...alot of folks showed up and they were really feeling the new tracks from the cd.  after they signed cds and posters then we headed to the peas studio.  hung out with the homies for a lil bit, visited peeps in eagle rock then mt. washington to crash.

saturday morning we had a late breakfast at a mexican restaurant with zee and sam...went back to eagle rock n knocked out after hella B.Rs...hit up highlands vip to see motiv8 dj, got faded, danced with my baby, met zee's gf dolora, got food, went home and passed out.

sunday morning we woke up way too earlier due to phone calls from both of our mothers.  zee and dolora were still sleeping so we watched tv and got ready for the day...got breakfast, went to eagle rock to chill with daryl, then echo park to visit michael's homie and wife.  their kids are soo kute!! the lil one who was 4 yrs old drew me a picture of a rainbow, flowers and butterflies and even signed it for me... it was funny because melinda told michael that her son was pimpin and asked when was the last time he drew something for me.  after we went to sound check at the club and damn that shit was loud.  we went back to the pad to prep for the night...got ready, more B.Rs but with a sprinkle of hash browns and then headed for hollywood. 

when we got there we went backstage to drink and chill with everyone else.  scarub and rilla were up first so i went to the front to watch.  xtie, loralei and liezel came during the set after i had a couple of drinks...so i was already tipsy.  when we were standing next to the stage and backstage entrance some guy came up to me and asked if i flowed and said he would battle me if i did...since i was kinda faded i decided to be funny and told him i did and pulled out a piece of paper that was in my pocket pretending it was my lyrics or sumthing.....after i told him i was just kidding...he then introduced himself as MURS.  haha then he was hitting on loralei and told us to go to the afterparty and all this stuff...the girls weren't really interested since they have bfs and all.  after he left i told him who he was and we couldn't believe what had just happened.  craaazy!

after scarub n rilla's set we went backstage and it was a freakin party.  non-stop blazin and drinking in the hallways with the legends.  it was too much fun.  when we got home we drank and smoked more...i didn't even sleep that night and had to drive back to sd at 6 am for work. 

this whole week i've just been working in RB and coming home to chill....monday we had a TABs banquet with the roomies...we had yummy food!

last night i was soo bored that i learned how to webpage design on myspace.  i knew nothing about all that webpage code stuff so i had to learn on my own...after 5 hours i got:   http://profiles.myspace.com/users/264021

i'm soo proud of myself!!

tomorrow i have work and then i'm heading to la to see my baby.  4 days is a long time!!  and then on friday morning i'm heading to norcal...yey!!!!

i realized i haven't been to stockton since september....i miss everybody...my parents, sisters, nephew, inang, cousins, friends, nina, etc...

as of yesterday we're xbox lived out.... pretty cool stuff.... the boys better watch out cuz janice is gonna be capping all yer asses...haha first i gotta practice.   winter break goal = mastering ghost recon 2 and halo 2.

after 2:30 pm today my vacation will officially start....yey!!

earlier this morning i took my first final...last one is tomorrow so tonight i'm planning to pull another all niter... wish me luck...

i just need to get thru today and then it's winter break!!  this weekend i'll be partying in LA, might go snowboarding on monday @ mt. high, working next week while xtie and i have the "bachlorette pad" to ourselves doing whatever we please, hanging out with the sexy girls and homies, driving up to san jose for the show, kicking it with wwf/tcfs, my inang's bday party, finally seeing my familia, etc...  I CAN"T FREAKIN WAIT!!

since i got back from vegas i've been spending alot of time with michael.... actually i've been spending all my time with him since he has been practically living here in sd for the past week...  at first i thought it wasn't a good idea since it's finals week and all, but everything has been working out and i've been studying more.  it's funny because i'll be studying at my desk bumping classical music....while he's wearing headphones either making music on his comp or playing xbox.  my room is an all-in-one library, music production studio and video game arcade.  we are enjoying our time together even though alot of it consisted of running errands, goin on campus, coffee runs, and studying during the past couple days.  all i can say is i'm soo happy right now.  i'll get into more detail later on....

these two sickly people are gonna go pho and go to target to get xbox live....yey!!